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POSTED ON Friday, July 1, 2011 AT 8:02 AM \\
Today is just another ordinary day,i went to school, talk to my best friends, wasted my day doing nonsense.
Sometimes, i think back and regret what i had already done.
Realising that time could not be reverse unless we had an awesome time travel device, i have to live with all my regrets.
To live with regrets is like a blessing because no matter when you have to write a story,
you would have so much to rant on and how you miss your chance whenever you had it and stuff like that.
Life is full of surprises and mine?
I have a surprise this year, yes, the major examination of all Secondary four students, 'O' levels. Everyday i tell myself i love studying, i love school, i love subjects-that-i-don't-really-love and of course i would contradict myself almost every minute. But i have to work hard in order to get a set of good results, just to satisfy myself. Who says i can't do that? Living just for myself is hard, most of the time i could not find reasons to study anymore. So, i find reasons, excuses, to continue this torture every student here have to go through.
I want to, wish to, hope to get a job in the future which..
- I can enjoy
- I can help people
- I can do justice
- I can smile everyday
- I can see happy people
- Earns loads of money for my parents and siblings
- Help the earth
- Help the animals
- Help the poor
- Help the sick
- Help people who need help
I just hope there is this type of job somewhere,
i will not stop hoping and wishing.
'L
A derp who likes french-kissing her flute and massaging le piano. I kid, I kid. But I am a musician... still a student though. I am addicted to melon milk, coffee, Zooey Deschanel, reading about cryptology and horror and gory manga. I like taking photos every fucking time.
Favorite color is brown, the color of earth and chocolates. Books are my best friends. The only time they betrayed me was when I thought an author was female then it turns out to be, aloha, male. Enclosed spaces are cozy; I'm weird like that. And oh, I have a tiny puppy named Sushi who rolls on its back every time I refuse to put down its milk bowl.