2 years, 2 whole years I have not wrote an entry to myself.
Those days were the days where I had my perfect family,
my father being lenient and my mother being overly caring of
my siblings and I. My siblings and I having those mini movie
dates with my cousins.

Those are the days I miss.

How is my life right now?
Year 2 in Polytechnic, making new friends who is outing
going and absolutely a joy to be with. There will be ups and
downs but not as bad as the downfall that is happening to my
family right now.

Ever heard of the 3rd party?
The person who breaks the perfect family.
She is here.
To destroy mine.
What is ironic?
She is introduced by my mother,
his wife, her friend.
How would she feel?
Betrayed.
I know I would.

Hanging out too much with my friends and neglecting
my family issues, little did I know..

How long would it take for them to resolve this problem?
Forever?
Never?
Did she come in knowing that she would face 3 children
hatred forever?
Does she know what is karma?
Now I know how people feel when someone steal their
love ones.
It fucking hurts.
She needs to get off my sight, my range, my family.

But then again, is she real? Or is she made up.
Imaginary? Something that was over thought by my mother.

No matter how much I wish it is not true,
there is something in me that just knows it is happening.
The thought that have never been crossed in my mind
is occurring too many times now.

Please go away. From my father. From my mother.
Stay away. If you are the cause of the absence of my family
five. I will.. hunt you down. No matter how big, tall or
strong you are. I am not afraid. If you take something away
from me, something that is important to me. I will take it
back. And take away something you love too.

'L